Reality Check

 I dont feel connected to myself. 
Alone and distant yet living in the present..
Do you see me? Do I see myself? 
Is this all an illusion?
How to stay focus in a room full of go-getters? 
How am I suppose to win in a room full of winners? 
Always last place... 
Secretly wishing they fall off so I can be "it" 
The short end of the stick.
Who am I? 
Chasing a destiny that doesn't belong to me. 
What is mine? 
Nothing or Everything.